happy besday to uuuuu

huhu...smalam....sy wat besday surprise kat awk..

msti awk terkejut kan..

huhu...sy xpena taw wat cmtu kat sape2 b4 dis...

kat awk soram je taw...huhu

letih taw sy masak utk awk..1st time sy masak lak tu....

kek tu pon special nye..susa taw nk dpt...kecoh kedai kek tu td dgr permintaan kek sy...

planning?

huu..suusa sgt nk surprisekan awk....awk brehi mecok dekpom..

huhu....tp..ape2 pon..gotcha..!!

jadi gk bday surprise...

so.....

sy wat cmtu sbb....

sy syg awk sgt2...

sy cintakan awk...

n...sy akan wat ape saje utk memenangi hati awk...

sy nk sy bertakhta kat hati awk..

sbb...

sy sgt2 serius nk jadikan teman idup sy utk selamanya...

sbb.........sy cintakan awk..

walaupon kita xkapel..

tp...sy harap...1 day...

awk akan terima sy....n...time tu..xde lg istilah berpisah utk kita..

isyaALLAH....

hmm....i love u sygg...

happy be-early 20th besday to u...

i love u...

=')

mc'd moment.. 20102010

ngeeeeeeee....abg rse bahagia sgt harini.

cos..

kt dpt study same2 ngn suasana romatik gtu...

da lme kita xstudy sama2 camtu kan syg..?

syg..

i rili want u to be mine forever...

i love u switheart....

=")))

a visitor from KUALA LUMPUR..,wilayah persekutuan..

seriously...who r u..?

u r d most frequent user viewing my blog...

if u r my EX....plis stop doin dat...

plisssss stop....seriously..........

i am in so much pain......


='(((

onion

i am an onion..
peel of my own skin slice
just to come up with brand new slice for satisfying u..
but..its getting smaller..
dun make me peel the last slice..cos...
there is no me after the last slice...

im dying in satisfying u..




='((

mainan , cinta

dulu.

.masa aku kecik2..dlm umo 3 thn smpai la darjah 5....aku suka sgt mainan...aku akan lakukan ape saja demi mainan....skang..klu aku balik cuti..aku slalu belek2 mainan yg rosak bwh meja bilik aku..ade 4 bakul besar sume..

sume ade...lori,robot,telepon ajaib,kete kontrol,askar mainan,gendang2,wisel...

time tu..dlm kpale otak aku...HANYALAH MAINAN....

sekarang...xsangka..

umo aku da 22..siapa sangka...dulu...seorang budak yg hanya memkirkan mainan...n..skarang..dilamun cinta yg tersangat padu.....n...dlm kpale otak aku skarang...HANYA ADA KAMU...n...no one's really know betapa byk nya kamu memonopoli jiwa , raga aku...n...aku akan lakukan ape saja demi kamu...dan hanya kamu...

but....

u said............

do not really hoping for us to make it happen...

n...

i will certainly try for it....mybe its hard...unwillingly for me to do it..but...it was ur wish...n..i will do whatever u want me to do..i'll try.

='((

22/11/2015

7.40 am..

my wife still tidur...n..today is your birthday..i bought u 11 roses...

abg agak lwt nk g keje...

mmmuaah dahi awk...! n i leave u the roses and a note.

p/s : syg...abg g keje dlu ea..hepi besday..ni abg ada 11 bunga ros utk syg..

4.30 pm..

abg : syg..abg da balik...

syg : abg...!! thanks for d rose...tp..nape abg beli 10 ros betul 1 ros plastik?beli je la sume yg betul...

abg : sbb...i will love u until the last flower die syg....

='))

maybe this the real time to say..

                        THERE IS NO GOODBYE FOR MY SYG..


cos...i love u soooooooooooo damnnnnnnnnnnn muchhhhhhhhhhhhh..
no matter how hard it is for us to make our dream comes true...


='))

last chapter is d chapter 1

the end is just a new beginning....insyaALLAH...

lalalala

arini..aku date ngn ex aku...huhu...
aku taw...dia syg aku..
aku taw..aku syg dia...
aku taw...dia cinta aku...
aku taw...aku cinta dia...
so..
nape perlu berpisah..?
tp...sebenarnye kitorang xberpisah...cuma xkapel je..
the fact is...
we belong together...
n...
i love u soooo much...n...i will love u forever..



='(

if u still remember...

if u still remeber....

igt x...ade 1 mlm tu...fiza nk balik kelantan?

tp..time tu...kwn arwah abg fiza drive...

ptg sebelum fiza nk balik tu...abg rse sedih sgt...sbb..fiza nk balik kmpung..huu..

n...mlm tu...kita tgu brader tu kat petronas depan poli...time tu tgh hujan lebat sgt..

abg dtg ngn moto time tu teman fiza...

n.time brader tu dtg...abg tgk dari jauh...tepi jalan...

abg naik moto je...so...basah kuyup abg dlm hujan...byk kali abg lap2 spek abg..

sbb...spek basah..lap dgn baju basah...ntah brp juta kali abg lap..

pastu..

berangkat la fiza....abg cepat2 cari plastik2 terbiar tepi jalan ( nk tutup henpon)

abg ikut slow2 kete fiza dari blakang...

hujan sgt lebat....tp..abg tetap plan...abg nk follow smpai kulim..

brader tu bwk kete laju sgt pas traffic light poli...abg pon bwk laju gak...dua kali moto abg lelong sbb..jalan licin sgt...

tp..abg tetap ikut...sbb...abg nk tgk muka fiza..abg xnak terlepas tgk fiza...abg syg fiza....='(((

tp....dkt roundbout tu..abg stuck...sbb..ade kete blok abg..abg nk mencelah xboleh..sbb..tepi tu ade longkang..ujan lebat...abg xnmpak..

abg sedih nmpak kete fiza da lepas roundbout...

pastu.kete fiza ilang dari pandangan...

abg cari jugak smpai dpt..

smpai kat bm..abg terpaksa patah balik...sbb..abg xtaw jalan mne brader tu amik..

abg balik uma...basah kuyup..

esoknye..abg demam...n moto terus xleh start..sbbda masuk air..(motor buruk kan) but..i miss u... 

='((((

memories remains...........

kb mall,      (1st date , secret recipe)huhu..

queensbay,  (beli perfume,shopping2,pena gaduh sini,)

gurney,        (lepak2..hot.fm,jalan2..)

ferringhi     (naik jet ski )

bukit merah  ( waterpark,berenang2,fiza pujuk abg naik ape ntah yg terjun tu )

bukit hijau     (huhu...sonoknye kan)

jj perda       (byk sgt kenangan)

sunway carnival    (byk sgt kenangan,igt x kita gaduh..n fiza call prebet?huu..tkt sgt time 2)

ipoh.          (huhu...jauh kan jalan2..?burger king)

hospital BM    ( abg operate telinga )

tesco prai    ( beli brg2 uma fiza...fiza br naik uma baru)

carrefour     ( kt g beli brg2 utk uma fiza)

masjid sbrang jaya   ( amik biskut raya)

seluruh kedai2 makan di penang   (byk sgt kenangan dan cerita2 kita)

seluruh jalan2 raya yg dipelusuri   ( byk sgt kita share cerita kita )

sunway carnival is our last date,i bought u a cardigan n a plate of lambchop..='((....

byk lg benda yg kita lalui sama2...byk sgt cerita kita...terlampau banyak..even stahun lebih je...tp..kenangan2 kita terlampau byk....n...it is hard for me to make another memories with other girl.....n...abg sygkan sgt kenangan2 kita...tp..skang...sume tu..just tgl kenangan..

hope..

fiza akan igt sume kenangan2 tu sume...yang mengikat kita skang ni..hanyalah kenangan2...
pahit n manis same2 kita dah lalui...kita penah gelak sama2..kita penah nangis sama2...
do u think u can experience this all with other guy soon or later..?mybe u can..

but...remember...

its not will b d same as with me...because..im all about loving you....




='((

today is 12/10/2010

arini 1st time aku bangun pagi dgn 1 situasi baru...iatu aku da single dowh...fufufufufu..
so...today..i woke up at 630..am k..bkn pm..
i received a phone call from my dad..i was shocked that my ayah call me n said that he heard the news from my ummi..
arrr...n then..dia pon menasihati aku supaya bersabar..jgn sedih2..huhuhu..terharunye..
dia pon siap ckp..dia dulu pon 3,4 kali gak frust before kawin ngn mak aku...
dia pon ckp,..dia pena break ngn mak aku jap..tp last2 kawin..
tp..aku rase dia reka part yg dia penah break ngn mak aku...sbb..mak aku xpena cte pon dia pena break..
haha...kantoi...tp xpe..point tu dpt menenagkan aku..huhu..
pagi td kul 3.00pg..adik ppuan aku kat uitm k.pilah call...dia pon ckp gak ummi aku cte aku nangis2..
ai...kuat btol mak aku sebar2kan...hahaha...
adik aku gelak2kan aku...siap ko cuti sem ni..aku sekeh2 ko...


so..skang...dua org adik aku xcall aku lg..tp xpela..sorang tu amik PMR..sorang lg br tadika (xkenal erti cinta lg)..huhu..


harini..aku rase pelik sgt..kua uma rse cam..ntah..rse cam dunia ni tgh cam dalam cte resident evil..cam hambar...sunyi..aneh2..
pastu..kul 11 tghari td..aku g makan kat kedai mama...mama mcm taw2 aku nga sedih...aku dtg..dia siap jemput lg..smbil mengpersilakan tgn dia utk aku masuk...
pakcik roti canai...angkat tgn kat aku time aku tgh 30meter dari kedai tu lg...haha...


adui.. ='(

xde tajuk

dah dua hari aku xtdo..n keje asyik nangis je..tambah2 harini...kaw2 nye nangis...
kepala sakit...mata bengkak...badan lemau...telinga panas...

ku cuba pejam mata...tapi xterlena..kerana ku masih..teringat padamu..
begitu payahnya..nk ku melupakan..pernah kah engkau fikirkan...

xkan xtdo lg kot mlm ni..?
aku tgh pikir..

klu aku dpt tido mlm ni..ntah ape la aku mimpi malam ni...arr..
cepatlah mimpi..!!

='((

superheroes...

when i was a kid....i always wanted to be so many superheroes..my father used to ask me lots of question what i want to be when im older..then, annoyingly i said..i want to be..
such as...

BATMAN..

SUPERMAN

ULTRAMAN

TOMATO MAN (xleh blah..haha)

MASKMAN

but..
now...i know what type of superhero i am...

i am a CRYMAN..........='((   its really hurts.

so...

thats it.....aku dah break...br dua bulan wat blog....hmmm.....i got nothing to say....aku xde mood nk tulis ape2 mlm nie...so...korang sape2 yg baca blog ni phm2 la betapa gilenye aku skang...
aku syg dia..smpai bile2....n..aku akan tunggu dia...smpai...sampai.....sampai bile2 yg patut...

23/06/2009----11/10/2010  greats precious memories wif u remains wif me syg...eternally..

='(((((((((((((((((9

hidden love~

sometimes , the expression of love are not exists within sweet passionate words coming out from lovers mouth . such as.." i love u syg..."..." i will not leaving u " etc..

thousand of phrases of sweet words already coming out from my mouth syg...but...not a single phrases exactly can express my feeling on u...how much i love u...? i cant say nothing bout dat..because , there is no SI units to express love. it is cannot be calculated.
i love u syg....how much..? 12031 power of 321 kilograms/watts...ridiculous rite?
huhu..

so..whenever u felt that u r abandoned , i mean...when abg not saying those sweet words ( n of course i will not stop saying those sweet words forever...because i love u damn much..!! )

thus, remember...u can always see my love within my action to u...how im treating u all day long..everyday..

im fetching u from college...anytime..just gimme a call....i will be right in front of u within 3 minutes ( depends on traffic condition )

whenever u feel hungry. in a middle of night . 12 am . 1 am 3 am....i gain my strength to wake up from my precious lovely bed n comforter ...go out...n trying to find a restaurant to buy u some food. im seriously cant be so selesa knowing dat u were hungry syg...

try to have a thoughts whenever u close ur eyes syg about all the things dats i ve done to u..every single things , even it's not a big one..because...that is the way to keep our love remains flourish everytime...n..im doin its all day...every night.
.but...try to remember also the creation of earth n sky okay syg...we must not leave ALLAH in our lives..


there's a lots of sweet thing that i cant do to you yet syg...because..we're not married yet..huhu..

u will know a lot better how much i love you if we become husband n wife soon syg...i promise...i will makes u feel like u were the most wonderful princess in the world..

u were the princess of my heart...=') n i love u soo much..

p/s : my English is better.. =p

the 1st 13 things that u should know switheart..

1.  I love your smile and the way you make me smile.

2. You make every other girl pale in comparison.

3. ‘I love you’ is not enough to describe my feelings for you. sometimes when im thinking how much i love u..i just can exhale my breaths away..

4.  I cannot express my love for your love completely

5. I will lay down my life for you!

7. You have changed my life completely

8. I would like to wake up next to you forever. and kiss u with my greatest love.

9. I am so lonely without you...seriously syg.. ='(

10. I always miss you terribly.

11. I promise to love and cherish you forever and ever.

12. You make me feel at the top of the world!

13. You make me feel like the luckiest guy in the world

i got whole lot more to tell u about...huhu...sikit2 je ea dlu..mmuahh...

Marry me and make me the luckiest man in the world syg..!

kiss u..(of cos after married la)

6:15 am : kiss u good morning...wake u up for subuh..

6:45 am : make u some breakfast

7:00 am : kiss u again..wake u up for breakfast

7:30 am : kiss u again...prepare u morning shower..

8:15 am : kiss u again...before out for work..

9:00 am : kiss u again...in d car before i drop u for work

4:00 pm : kiss u again....after fetching u from work..

5:00 pm : kiss u again...back at home.

7:00 pm : kiss u again....takin night shower..

8:00 pm : kiss u again while havin dinner

9:00 pm : kiss u again while u doin ur work...

10:00 pm : kiss u a goodnyte kiss..

                         +

i will kiss u everytime i got a single chance

                         +

in d middle of the night...kiss u quietly so i wont wake u up..n..i will watch u sleep until i'm fallen asleep...

n...seriously....i will do this...everyday...until u get very old...until ur face got so many wrinkles...until we have 10+++ grandchildren...

because...I LOVE U SO MUCH forever....

im all about loving you syg~

~for more than a years we've been together..we met everyday...just want to let u know that...im falling in love with u everytime i saw you..

~everyday we spend time together...its really feels like the first date to me..

~i think of u like every detail 1 second 24 hours a day n 7 days a week...

~as long as im awake....u were always on my mind..no wonder u were always exists in my dream..)

~seriously...u were the most things happen in my dream ( i know u wont believe it..but..its true syg.)..i dream about u almost about 7/10 from my sleep.

~everything i do...i do it for you...with ALLAH bless..

~n...im all about loving u syg.........plis...i need u to b my wife as fast as we could make it syg.. ='((

p/s: i really need u by my side syg,,,

RING....

why im wearing a ring..?
klu fiza nk taw..abg xpena pakai cincin dulu...
kapel dulu2 pon xpena pakai cincin....sbb...bile abg pakai cincin..abg rse mcm pinggan melekat kat jari..

but when we became a couple..i dont know why i am so eager to wear a ring..
i think dat must be because i love u so much..
but...for me wearing a ring is not just as a mark that i have a girlfriend...for me..,

~when my friend asking me to hang out , meet few girls....i dont have to think lots of excuses not to going..i can just raise my hand...and...show them the ring right on my finger...and they just say like.."yela2...ko kan setia..."
~its give me strength , whenever i feel like down or something..then i look at the ring n i wonder..4 years from now..im gonna married wif u..n...will replace this ring wif wedding ring...so..as long as i am ur bf..i need to b strong n put a lots of effort to maarying u..

skang...if abg xpakai cincin...abg lak rasa mcm pinggan melekat kat jari lak..hhuhuhu..sgt2 xselesa klu xpakai..

p/s : i love u so much..seriously syg.